Guess what....I've spent more than 32 years navigating for a real personality that most likely describe me as a human being...I guess..I failed.!
I admit it, I am the most weird person I have ever met...I dont even want to get to know me if I was another person but not me...I dunno...I am so strange when it comes to a personality....I like humor, I do have a sense of humor...not a witty-one...an evilish- dark mean one...but also I am fun to be with...I hate my seriousness,I mean I could be stiff like a wooden baseball pat If I dont wanna show feeling! I am flattered when Younger individuals think I am in the same age of theirs....No one would give a doubt about how old I look...If not 22,it must be 25 based on my seriousness!!
I still struggle in the way I love to wear my clothes,and what style..I mean...I like the masculine cuts, pants with straight cuts, and a Suite! I Love to wear a Jeans pant,with a white-shirt and a Brown Blazer..! Im just like that simple! I love it this way!
People still have that huge problem in addressing me like a person or what should they call me...a Sir or a Ma'am! Im neither one of'em and I Love living as a HYM! not a He nor a She! Its a huge life decission to live like an anonymous person, no gender identity nor categorization..Just a person in the dark side of this life...
To be honest, I am too afraid to be changing to the (other side) like to be stuck in this shitty male zone...! god! The only thing i eva wanted from this part was to settle down and get married to a girl and live happily eva after nothin more!!!
I still hate living in this feminine field, coz I am much stronger than (others) and others find me so sexy and appealing!
Uh!
Life can be so hard if you just let it go on..I lost control in some point and now, All I do is sittin down, rollin and smokin up...! thats aint me I know but what to do in a world of shattered hopes!!
Leave me wasted, Life is just another Balloon Filled with Lies!!
I admit it, I am the most weird person I have ever met...I dont even want to get to know me if I was another person but not me...I dunno...I am so strange when it comes to a personality....I like humor, I do have a sense of humor...not a witty-one...an evilish- dark mean one...but also I am fun to be with...I hate my seriousness,I mean I could be stiff like a wooden baseball pat If I dont wanna show feeling! I am flattered when Younger individuals think I am in the same age of theirs....No one would give a doubt about how old I look...If not 22,it must be 25 based on my seriousness!!
I still struggle in the way I love to wear my clothes,and what style..I mean...I like the masculine cuts, pants with straight cuts, and a Suite! I Love to wear a Jeans pant,with a white-shirt and a Brown Blazer..! Im just like that simple! I love it this way!
People still have that huge problem in addressing me like a person or what should they call me...a Sir or a Ma'am! Im neither one of'em and I Love living as a HYM! not a He nor a She! Its a huge life decission to live like an anonymous person, no gender identity nor categorization..Just a person in the dark side of this life...
To be honest, I am too afraid to be changing to the (other side) like to be stuck in this shitty male zone...! god! The only thing i eva wanted from this part was to settle down and get married to a girl and live happily eva after nothin more!!!
I still hate living in this feminine field, coz I am much stronger than (others) and others find me so sexy and appealing!
Uh!
Life can be so hard if you just let it go on..I lost control in some point and now, All I do is sittin down, rollin and smokin up...! thats aint me I know but what to do in a world of shattered hopes!!
Leave me wasted, Life is just another Balloon Filled with Lies!!
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