Such a....Lonley Day!!

Lost in
the Sadness

My heart empty and alone,

Soul covered in the darkness of the moment

It’s been days now that I haven’t heard your voice

Eyes Swollen and red from the endless flow of tears

Body growing weak from lack of nourishment

I lay alone in our bed

Searching for comfort in your scent

Wanting nothing more than to feel your arms around me

To hear you whisper I love you softly in my ear

But each time I wake, I am alone

The silence broken only by my cries

I struggle for the strength to go on

To continue to breathe

But as one moment passes into the next

I find myself giving in to the sadness

Slipping into the loneliness

Losing sight of the light

Searching for understanding without any answers

Trying to make sense out of things that make no sense



Confused, deserted and alone

I am lost in the sadness

موووووووووووجع والله العظيم موجع هالشعور

أنا الليلة...حزيــــن!

ع ــصفور..والغصن
احترق..!

عصفور
والريشه:وداع!

يعني:اتووووه
بهالغرق..!!

****

غرقاااان
لآخر حدود اليم..

...........عطشااان لآول حدود الما

الجرح ماهو
حكاية دم..

..........والحب ماكااان له اسما

****

تذكرين..

كيف
كنا..لاشهقنا انفاسنا شهوه وحب..

كانت طيور
المواسم تنتشي..

كيف كنا:
(نفعلُ مالا يُقال)!

لاتوسدنا
الآنين..نصحي الليل/المُحال..!

آآآه..شوفي
الحين افترقنا..

واحترقنا..

وماسرقنا
غير مجهول القدر..!

****

تعالي
اذبحي بردي وضميني

..............تعالي لعن ابو حيٍ يقرقنا

تعالي
واحكمي يارعشة سنيني

...............تعالي لـ نلقانا ونسرقنــا!

_

تعالي..ياغلا..بشويش..

تعالي..هاتي يدينك..

تعالي
ياغلا..وينك..

ابي
صدرك"وطن" وآطيش..!

تعبت بـ
لاهب"المنفى"..

تعبت أفرك
يديني:برد

تعبت احضن
سنيني:برد..

تعالي..بس
أبي أدفى..

ابي أكون
بك كلك..

من أول
هالجسد للروح

ابي ادفن
بك انفاسي..وابحتلّك..

بصبّك خمرة
بكاسي..وبا علّك..

وبجي
وابنثر احساسي..على خدودك..

وبعبر لآخر
حدوك..

وبجيب
البرد..كل البرد..وارميني على نارك..

على آهات
بركانك..وطن يغلي..

يامجنووووونه..

احسك
بالخلايا نار..

احسك
بالجسد إعصار..

احسك مثل
ما انتي..

ومن جسمي
عليك آغار..!!

الى منك
تهاديتي هنا..

ولاهنا..

وسالت
بالجفاف انهار..

واجي
اتهجّى علاماتك..

وضحكاتك

و آ هاتك..

قبل:

انهاااار.....!

_

يومياتي.. بدونها

(ست ونص)

يالله.. صباح خير

ياصبح طمنّي/ عسى قلبه بخير

ياصبح.. جــب منه الخبر والبشايــر

للشوق لذعـــة/ ..والوله طعنتـه غيـر

وفالقلب ماباقي فضا للخساير!1

ياصبح.. قلّه [كـلمة] دون تقصـــير

(قطع الوصل.../ قطع الحشا والضمايــــر)

أدق من تليفوني عليها....اليأس يتملكني بقوووووة ولكن... خل الأمل موجود

يمكن ترد..ويمكن تقول (باحكي معاك بحدود) وما همّني

مررررررة اشتقت والله العظيم

مدري كيف نمت أمس....

واليوم صابني صداع أليم

وماني عارف وش ا سوي بحالي

مو المعنى انها لو كانت هنا مثلا بتوخّر الألم..بس انا نفسيا احسها حولي

الموجع في الموضوع..اني ماقد حسيت بذل قد هالمرة

احساس بالعري

مدري.... فصخت كل اقنعتي

وظليت عاري الا من نفسي.....وتدرين عاد؟

مرة احس براحة

مو عشان شي... ماعاد فيني اخبّي شي

واحس اني صرت أخفّ !!! من الهوا ومن ذرات الغبار

انا أخـــفّ!!!!1

وحشتني بس التعب لاجا متجمّع يهد حيل راعيه

فراقها من جهة متعبني قد شعر راسي

وضغط العمل

وانعدام الشبكة العنكبوتية اللي مو مخليني اكمّل شغلي

والا من ضغوط الحياة

ابي اكتب واخلص كتابي عشان المسابقة ومو قادر

(الهامي مو موجود)

وهي ماهيب فيه

والحب مهوب لعبة

وانا حيل اشتقت لها

يعني وش اسوي؟

احس اني لو ماكنت احس...... كان أهون علي

ولو كنت ألعب زي زمان..... كان ارتحت وما تعورت

انتي مستوعبة انها مو بس جزء من حياتي؟

هي كل كياني

وحيل احبها

ياريت تستوعب اني من جد...... عازم اعوضها عن كل (نتفة) شي انا عورتها فيه

وهالمرة بشكل جدي

مو زي كل مرة اقول

(ايه بكرة)

اففففففففففففففف

ابيها

ابيييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييها!!!!!!!!!! حيل

(سبع ونص)

ياوقتها اللي افقده

كم افقدك

..

وش هالشتات اللي قضيت العمر كله أجمعه

وش هالسنين اللي... معي عيّـت تمضيها السنين

وش هالطواري ..والهواجس

والجروح الموجعة..؟

وش هالتردد والتخوف... والأماني والحنين؟

الدرب خامس

والجهات اللي تعرفين أربعة!...!1

والصمت/....صوتي

وماتعودتي لصوتي تسمعين..!!!!!1

تصوري حتى الشعور المر.."صعب" أستجـــــمعه

أجي وانا كلي كلام

ولا..... نطقت بــ : كلمـــتين

(الساعة تسع)

تعبت (أفكر) في حياتي مع الناس

وتعبت اعيش (بعقل غيري) حياتي

- يتبع -

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Draw Graffiti Names - wikiHow

How to Draw Graffiti Names

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While many people associate graffiti with tasteless vandalism, it is also an art that has been appreciated since antiquity. The Italian word from which the word graffiti was derived, coming from Greek graphein meaning "to write," was first applied to writing on walls in Roman times. While today the term is more loosely used, graffiti still generally denotes artistic writing or drawing. It can be done in a way that does not vandalize or violate the law. Over the years, distinctive styles have evolved that can be instantly recognized as graffiti, even when the writing is on a piece of paper. As with any art, there is no right way to draw graffiti, and you need to develop your own style. This article will provide you with the basics to begin drawing graffiti names on paper, along with several inspirational examples.

Steps

1. Become familiar with different styles of graffiti. Wherever you live, you can probably find graffiti nearby. If not, visit a city--graffiti is predominately urban. If this isn't possible, go online. Hundreds of websites showcase graffiti; take a virtual tour of styles from across the globe. Some pieces are high-quality, but the more you see the better you'll know the characteristic styles.
   
2. Write down a name on paper. Start with any word, but your name is the best choice for beginners. Most serious graffiti artists start by developing a unique signature. As a beginner, print the letters, all in capitals. Use a pencil and draw lightly for easy erasing. Leave plenty of space between letters; you'll expand them to fill in the space later. Make them big enough to work with, but not so big that it will take forever to complete the graffiti.Make your letters look like blocks ! Also put little pictures or stars inside the letters.
   
3. Choose a style for the name. Bubble letters are especially popular in graffiti (see How to Draw Bubble Letters), but there are other styles, too. You can have rounded edges or sharp, equally sized letters or some big letters and some small, etc. It's easier to emulate a style, and have a picture of a graffiti piece in that style to refer to. Once you learn the basics you can develop your own style naturally. Then you must draw an "x" over the first letter. Outline that. Before you know it you have graffiti!
   
4. Outline the letters you have written to approximate the style you're going for. Again, use pencil and write very lightly, as you'll make many little mistakes. It will take time and patience to get the letters just right. Remember: Make the original words you wrote your guide, not your prison. Don't be afraid to alter the letters beyond all recognition.
   
5. Vary line thickness. You can make all the lines the same thickness, but you can approximate shading and a 3-D effect if the lines get thicker and narrower at different places (for example, the top and one side of an "o" might be very thick, while the bottom and other side is narrowed). Use your pencil to vary the thickness; you're going to darken this out with ink or marker later, so it doesn't need to be pitch black. By doing this step now, you can get a good idea of what thicknesses looks good before you make the lines permanent.
   
6. Add details as desired. Once your letters are as you want them, you can add additional details--with light pencil--if you choose to. Perhaps a lightning bolt for the dot of an "i" would be good, or eyes peering out of the holes in your "b". You can put a bubble around the whole name, like in comic books. The possibilities are limited only by your imagination.
   
7. Copy your drawing. Put the pencils away, so now, everything is permanent. If you make any disastrous mistake(s)--you won't be able to do much about it. Copy your drawing for a backup. Use a copier and adjust the darkness setting so that the light pencil lines show in the copy. You can also trace the drawing onto another piece of paper, but this will be difficult because of the lightness of your drawing. To trace what you have, wait until after the next step or trace a photocopy.
   
8. Blacken your pencil lines. Use pen or marker to darken the lines drawn with your pencil. These lines are more or less permanent, so be extremely careful. Don't be discouraged with small mistakes; you can usually fix it so nobody else will know. Say if your pen line was too thick or you were jogged and went outside of the line, just fill it in so it's 3D.
   
9. Add color to fill in your drawing with colored pencil, marker or crayon. Again, it's a good idea to look at examples before doing this, but really you can do anything you want. A very simple graffito (a single work of graffiti) can have only one color. You can also easily do each letter in a different color or make the added details a different color than the letters. While you might be tempted to go crazy with color, sometimes simplicity is best. Graffiti artists traditionally had to work secretly for fear of getting caught--many still do--and so they could carry only one or two different colors of spray paint at a time--a lot of very good graffiti is just one color.
   
10. Keep practicing. If your graffiti turned out perfectly, congratulations. Now move on to different words and effects. If not, keep trying. Master the simple moves first and then work your way up--you'll soon develop your own style. Carry your own "black book" and don't copy people's art.
    

Tips

• Look at the writing in comic books, particularly the creatively drawn action words like "Ka-Pow" and "Boom". Many graffiti artists cite comic books as primary influences on their craft.
  
• Although copying your drawing can save you some time if you have to start over, you might not want to do it. After all, if you have to draw it again, you get more practice, and practice makes perfect. The only problem with that kind of practice is that if you get too much you might get burnt out before you've even completed your first graffiti.
  
• You don't necessarily have to keep the lines you drew. In fact you may like the effect of having no borders around the color. To get this effect, don't blacken your lines with pen or marker. Then, as you color in your sketch, erase the pencil lines or color over them. This method is a little bit more difficult to get perfect, so take your time.
  
• A saying for Graffiti practice is, "if you want to be good, do one entire piece [of work] every day. If you want to be great, do five a day." This seems like a lot if you take it literally, but the point is that the more you practice, the better you get. It's not just a cliché, it's true!
  
• When you practice, DO NOT start a piece, get halfway through, and say, "this stinks, I'm crumpling it up." No. Finish the whole thing, and then you have just gained more practice on all of those other parts. That ugly thing you just drew? Color it in anyhow. Later on, you'll be happy you did.
  

Warnings

• Draw lightly so you can easily erase any mistakes that you make.
  
• Make sure you have a good eraser, pink pearl, or kneaded are knock out good choices, while white polymer erasers work the best.
  
• Do not use a pen until you are finished outlining.
  
• Do not start out with drawing big complicated pieces; you will just get frustrated that it did not turn out the way you wanted it. Start out with very basic styles and work up to more difficult ones.
  
• Drawing in "graffiti style" is fine on paper, on your possessions and where you have permission. DO NOT graffiti other people's property, without their permission!
  

Things You'll Need

• Pens, crayons, markers, colored pencils, Karisma pencils for richness, etc.
  
• Stencils if you have any
  
• Spray can
  
• Any blank canvas
  

Related wikiHows

• How to Graffiti
  
• How to Draw Bubble Letters
  
• How to Become a Graffiti Artist
  
• How to Create Wet Chalk Drawings
  
• How to Draw Shadow Effect 3D Block Letters
  

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