REAL LOVE

Ok, I am single for timebeing...I dont know any other word that can Describe me Better for now..
I Mean...If am Hitched,then Why I feel that am Single? If am Single, Why Do I feel Like wanna Fall in Love? Its all a complicated issue....Singles wanna be hitched, Hitched wanna be singles..No One Like the Life they are living...Why? I Dunno!! All what I know Is, I really Miss that Real Love.. That Love which knock you up and You suddenly realiz that you are falling...With all my respect to those ppl I Love now, and I really admire...But I dont feel it...Its just Me... Its Just me..
I think there is something wrong with me...Is it coz Ma heart was broken Severly in a very cruel way? Is it coz there is no more real love these days? I dunno!!!

And today I felt like I wanna see something Real....I Opened Youtube and this is wat I got..


Damn! the song reminds me with the emptiness within my soul...I felt cold...I felt I wanna cry....I like carmen, and yeah, I'd be happy If I got someone like her...Not in the appearance as all Stupid tomboys think...I mean the attitude, the Openess,the Honesty, that love she gave to shane (who was an asshole btw)!! I dunno waht am thinking about...Seriously...I just feel like I'm Betrayed!!
Any ways, I love the song.....I feel its OUCH!!!




Here we go, another clip for a good couple...They were the Ultimate couples...Why Plot writers decide to leave'em apart? Its like violating the Only Dream I had...
To be with the One I Love Forever..Its like a sign that Being with the one u love wont be forever...Never!!
this make me sad...(Sober and Sad)....I Hate to see such good relation to end easily..
Far from my thoughts, and the Facts....I would love to....Have Such a good time like those:


Damn!! I still have this (Ready-to-jump-tear) and I am so tired of Hiding it...




Love should be like that.... Happiness,Pain, Sharing, and everything...
WHY its Impossible for a person like me?!




Is it too much to ask for someone who would love me as I Am....Love my Flows.Love my mistakes, and support me in every lil step I take?
Why are they So vicious, So fake, So cruel, So Bitchy!!
And WHy am I So Honest, So Kind, Self-respected, and Nice with'em?!




I really wanna have the same of this Video,
I really Wanna Live a Life filled with Love instead of Lies....


I wanna have someone to grow up with, to share my secrets with, to Live and Love..and Be my everything... I used to have this silly dream of Me and the One Living away from everyone...In Our lil place, sharing the same bed...and Snuggling till we fall asleep...
This is My Humble Dream.....FUCK IT!!!!




Life is Just another Lie...We have to live it till the End!!