I Kissed a Girl......!!!

- Katy Perry Lyrics







Loved this Song....It was my 2008 Best Song Eva!!!!
Leave me wasted, Life is just another Balloon Filled with Lies!!

العارضة العمانية انصحكم بدواء الحموضة قبل الفرجة‏

Mission Fashion 3
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Lust......Love...Longing......

من جد اشتاق لها....من جد توحشني

من جد.......احبها بكل مافيني

ماتخيلت اني اعطي بهالطريقة

وماتخيلت اني باخذ بهالطريقة

أحب انفاسها.....عند اذني

يلعن حريش الشيطان.....تشب بي (أعظم)حريـــقة

احبها

بعد التفكير

والتفكير المركّـــز

والتمحيص

والتدقيق

واعترف

بكل شعور

بكل حضوووري

بكل عقلي

وبكل مافيني من كيان

احبها

الغريب اني من جد ماتوقعت اوصل لهالدرجة الغريبة من الاحساس

كيف؟ انا.......أنا.....أرجع احيا من جديد؟

بكلمة منها...أذوووووووووووووووووووب

يلعن شيطان رغباتي... يضيعني بدروووووووووووب

احتاج وقتها (لدش بارد) والا رااااحت علي

زي ما انا وبس معاها

رديت من ميت لحي

احبها

- هلوسة...صادقة-

برب

للحديث تتمة

Leave me wasted, Life is just another Balloon Filled with Lies!!

Y3awrni.....w Askit....??!!

لا والله هذي جديدة

وما مرت علي

يخطي علي

وانا مفرووووض أعتذر؟

ماتعود يعتذر مهما صار

شاف نفسه فووووووووووق كل اعتذار

الله شاهد اللي صار..بسبّـتـه

والخطا منه..وأبي رد اعتبار

أبي ...رد اعتبــــــار

احبك ايييييه

هذي اكيدة

بس لايظن

اني باحن

وارضى اجي له منكســــر

مل صبري حيرة مل انتظار

اخر كلامي وباقوله... باختصار

اما يجيني

والا عني يبتعد

ماعاد له في ذمتي

اي اختيار

لا والله... هذي جديدة!!!!1

يعورني ويقتلني ويشتت اعصابي الزعل، ما احب ازعل احد وهذا عيبي..طيب الى اقصى حدود الغباء

اترك غيري يعورني ويجرحني وانا ساكت

وانا سااااااااااكت واعتذر عنه بالخفا لنفسي واقووول (حصل خير) كالعادة

ليه ياربي بس؟

اللي احبه بكل احساااس ونفس..ماهو فاهمني ابد؟

ليه يااااااااااا ربي بعدما

عشت بخياله.....أألمه؟

انا ماغلطت هالمرة وربي ماغلطت

حلفت قدام نفسي وعاهدتها اكون انسان جديد في تعاملي جدي في علاقتي وصارم في قراراتي

لكن ماتوقعت ان الحب يعور

وان الحب يلغي شخصية

او ان الحب يفرض عليك حصار اشبه مايكون بحصار الضفة الغربية

احبها

وما انكر هالشعور

لكن ما اقبل اني انكسر.... وأبات مقهوووور

لأن المبدأ اللي اعرفه

من عاش بالظلما

مستحيل يعيش بنور

انا اللي اعرفه اني

جاملت ناس مااحبهم

وداريت حتى لحد يزعل بسببي

وتحملت كثيييييييييير

وصرت مانيب انا

لجلها

لاني احبها

وابيها

ولا ازال

بس مااقدر اكون مأموور..وانا ماتعودت الا اني اكون صاحب الأمر

حتى لو السالفة حب

وعشق وشعووور

ما اقدر

(فاصلة متعورة)

ليه ساكت؟؟

وداخلك زحمة حكي

ليه تضحك

وفيك عبرات وبكي؟

ماتعبت وقوف؟ ليه ماتتكي؟

(هذا انا باختصار)

ليه يـ همّك وانت اخر همّهم

ليه ظنّك..رجا باااقي بك؟

ضاع عمرك...ضاااااااااااااااع

في مداراتك لهم

ليه ساااااااااااااااكت؟

ماتعبت وقوف؟ ليه تّــــتكي

ااااااااه بس يالألم

آآآآآه بس يالجرح اللي قاتلني بهدوئه

ما أحبك!!1

انا آسف عاللي حاصل واللي كان

انا شايف مالي هاللحظه مكان

تمسي احلامي و تسليتك بخير

في امان الله لو مالك امان

Leave me wasted, Life is just another Balloon Filled with Lies!!

I WANT YOU!!!!

I want you...thou I shall not reveal...

I still a friend..Not even a Closed Deal...

I see lotta' of'em...They're Chasing you..

Every one wanna chance..to Be with you..

to Hold your hands, as a girl friend..

to have your warm body,within her bed..

I Cant Deny....That So do I..

Want you As My Everything..

O' girl, Ma Angel, A woman wid a G-String!!

I Love you, Yet we Didnt Meet..

I Love this Smile,that Shine's Ma Street..

Ma Life, The Darkness, Where I use to Be...

I Love you With all the Words in ME...

I cant get No..Satisfaction!!

When this began I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find that
I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
but all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
looking everywhere only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)

Leave me wasted, Life is just another Balloon Filled with Lies!!

Yeb2a Nefsi Aaaaa!!!! aaaaaaa..>!!

Its friday, am Awake,,, and am Bored..I have this mood to Love today and Ma teen-ager Neices are watching (Sayed el 3a6ify)!! I saw it once before and I Noticed one thing...Abla Kaamil is a Very Damn Good actress...And The amzing thing that I really enjoyed the movie coz of her Only...

Noticed that Noor....that lebanese actress, have lotta things similar to wat you use to do...Shaking her hand while smiling....Her eyes, her chin...Damn!!

DAMN!!!

I was watching youtube when This clip popped up infront of me... I dunno wat was goin on...and I clicked it to see wat on it....there was this:


And I dunno wats happenning to me right now!!I want that Secretary!! AND I WANT HER NOW!!
Damn@@ She is aint hot at all....aint ma style, but some how she reminds me with you ....I dunno why she reminds me of you...in her way of re-acting, her way of kissing I dunno All wat I know is am missing u....I miss that wild YOU!!!!

Nyahahahaha

BdooN Saalfah

Ok,elyoOom Moody MoOod (Legafah)..... I woke up to smoke my head off-as usual....And I start singing the stone head song..and now I am remembering few memories....



Damn! I wanna have succha girl who strip for me...I wannna have succha party like this...And Damn!! I Need it NOW!!

بوية كويتية وش تحس فيه؟

طيب...ابي اعرف وش الهدف من الصور؟
ان كانت منتشرة وهم مايدرووون فهنا المشكلة
ومع تحفظاتي بالنسبة للشقرالا انه فيه وحده كنها مملوحة شوي
بس البوية (رغم كرهي لهالكلمة) ماتدري وش الطبخة
تقييم سريع من اول لقطات؟
سلامااااااات كل من هب ودب قال انا بوية؟
ولاحظت سبحان الله ان اغلب الملياناااااات يصيرن تومبوي!!! ليه؟
طيب ليه اللبس خايس كذه؟ يعني اخبر ان الكويت مكان برافو عليه للتسوق وغير كذه الشعب الكويتي يلبس من احسن الانواع لانه شعب ذويق....(دلوووول يمديك علي بس) خخخخخخ

المهم...
الديكور حق البيت ماعجبني..لبسها ماعجبني وهالثلاث اللي وحده منهم خويتها كنه فيه احد عجبني للمحة بسيطة وبعدين غيرت رأيي
الصدق؟
سلامااااااااااات يابووووووو!!!!!1

الحين ابي افهم شي واحد...وش هالتجحلط؟

(يؤ معصب انا اليوم) كييييييييييفي

Mashing!!

I woke up today.....Not in a great mood, Coz I dunno how I slept!! Last night was a Disaster in all its meaning..... One of ma friend dated her gf in ma House...and ou bet!! I Dunno how could she be Un-thankfull...I mean...She got the Great room ever....MINE!! with 52-Inch Big screen TV..Dimmed Light, Scented candles, My Wii Game, and Guess what...a Free 5 stars Service from my maids.. beside (exotic fruit Salad- and the dinner)!!! Imagine that!!! all that Nice gestures, coz I felt that her gf needs to be treated good for at least once in her life time..!! Beside It didnt work fine yesterday between me and (ma lil angel)...I Dunno.. It just didnt work out...and I stayed alone.....

I have this mood and Sharing it for this Friday..I just dont get it...why Am still single...Is it only me? Who find its hard to start over again? Or they are just so Blind to notice how Great I am..!!!
I just feel that (ma heart will go on...and On).....(So damn old song I know....But this is the only Music that make ma heart get that strange feeling called Love!)..
I do Know how to draw, and I wud luv to draw the one (Naked)!! I just wanna draw her beauty in a painting...that I would look at it every single morning without getting this special female...with me!!!


Uh!! Ma heart is aching....I LUV Sarah Shahi....Aka Carmen.... I Just feel that her eyes are telling so many-un told stories....I realized ma self when watching any episode of the Old L Word.....I am just looking into her eyes!!
She reminds me of you...My Mysterious lady.... the Warmth in your eyes...The Depth of Love that I feel whenever I wished to have You More.....


And when we drawn apart.....


Like what happened here, I was lost without you....I need to have someone who posess ur features in another human shape....I just need to Move on....I wanna feel alive again....but with you in my heart and for real...!!!
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I miss our (love making moments...)..... That love that linger in me and hold my breath.... taking me within layers into the deepest part in your body.. I missed everylittle part in you... I missed being naughty!!

I miss watching this scene with a soft female next to me....


I guess Life is just another reharsal......!!!!





Lets go on!!!

Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust !!

A girl whom she used to be a member in net log : Boya_Damaar.. Has Died in a car accident Yesterday.. I Dunno the girl in person, but through what I saw, a Big Shock was Possesing every body who knew her.. I Got a call from ma best friend telling me (thou I knew earlier) and she was like OMG! Have ya ever thought of that? And I didnt reply.... Ok...I was this close to tell her: Excuse me! Ur talking to aperson who went to the morgue twice, and in the 3rd time he was helping the manager moving one body from hid bed to the morgue!! and hello!! I was the one who asked to check on his face before they push him to the Big Creep Fridge!! I Was the one who saw that look in his empty eyes, and pretended to be strong and went further to closing his eyes for the last time!!!! Now the question that is popping in my mind... Aah yer7amha as a person...But what is the reaction afterward? Her accounts? Her emails..Her Gf's?! What about her GF? Is she gonna remember her lets say...hmmm five months? Is she gonna cry whenever she missed her? Or she gonna forget about her? I Dont wanna be just another Tomboy who died and every body knows her name...this is insane... Guys Be Honorable!! Just say allah yer7amha w yer7am mawta el muslmeen...DOnt go further!! The question again.. I know its a rude thing to ask about..specially ennoh el moot loh 7orma bas.. The Gf,, Is She gonna remember her as a person or she will just say umm she was a good tomboy.. a good kisser, allah yer7amha!! I wud bet that this is the reaction...I dunno why! And this wueston is really bothering me the most.. ldarjat ennoh when I look to the friendship requests..the many request I use to get every day...with all the different types of comments and demands... I keep asking my self...Is there any body who wud remember me If am gone? As I remember This dear person who died in a car accident too in Kuwait two years ago, Or my GF who died in another cruel car accident in the most hateable city I've ever known..-Riyadh-..Which I still hate its U'layaa street.. and I cant stand passing in it after what happened..I still get her face in my mind whenever I reach KKIA in Riyadh..and where ever I cruise in riyadh!! I still dare an girl whom she know me that she wont compete her kisses,,No one will... and I still believe that no one wud treat me like she was doing,, I just wanna know (nowadaysm GF's) are they thinking of that issue? Are they gonna remember their Butchy Lovers or they just gonna move on l2an el 7ai ab8a men el mayet? and if the answer was (Go On..)

PLEASE, TEACH ME HOW TO DO SO!!!

Coz I Couldnt!!

allahum er7am mawtana, w mawta el muslmeen, allahum er7amna etha 9erna ela ma 9aroo elaih..ta7t el toraab w en8a6a3 el 3amal wal ahal wal a97ab..allahum thabbet'hom 3nd el so2al w erfig behom.. fa8g rodaw elaik..allahum e'3selhom mn thnobohom w 5a6ayahom bel ma2 wel thalj wel bard, b3adad man gal ameen w b3adad mn gal ya ar7am al ra7meen...

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"In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return."

A Trip To The Morgue!!

The Morgue as for most of us know, is the place we visit Once in lifetime that when we are completely dead…before we go to our last place to rest…waiting for the dooms day…where each one of us will get his punishment, or rewards…

This is not our issue now,coz if i want to discuss it from religious view it wud take lotta time to explain it...any ways, it was my 2nd visit to the morgue.... The first time i went there...The fridges were empty... the autopsy room was tidy clean but yet..the smell of the air was like a heavy smelly air, put his mind to die.. and the thickness of that air..was a mixture of nephtaline and a smell of medications and cleaners...!!

In the first time I went there, No dead bodies, nor any fatal incident was reported...three days after, Yesterday.... I was sitting in the office, bored like hell and trying to pretend that I am interested in the bull-shitty-assed-story that My collegue was telling me.. I was trying to stop my self imagining me-screaming on her face- that- shut the hell up ou bitch and do some work!!

My phone rang, I answered in a tone (that lost its sense of anthsiasm)..

-Ya... (I meant : how dare ya call at this early morning disturbing my sleep)!!
- Solo?! (a male's voice)
- urr yeah..Who is this?
- Thats Me.. Phantom Phreak!!
-Damn! I Cudnt recognize ya'r voice!!
-Am havin a cold.. listen, there is a death incident in the hospital.. they called for 2 officers from the moruge and they want two doctors.. Do you wanna join me in this exciting tour?
-well, yeah..Shitt!! Yes of course, when? (I stood up and start locking my pc, wearing my converse and check the time..to see if I can use (coffee break) Excuse..>!!
-Now.. Come Now...I will be waiting in the basement....
-Ok, will hit the road now... cya!

I took my keys, my sun glasses and my ID Card...My Collegue looked up while am standing..and said:
-solo, where are you heading to?
-uh....am.... Am going to bring up some files from the morgue..
-OMG! Can I come with you?
-No!! I Looked back to her trying to be as calm as I am usually....
-I mean.... I would like to take you but its kinda secret project..the boss doesnt want any one to know about..and If u go with me, i am sure that every one will know the most exact details..without meaning it of course!!!
Plus... (I opened the office door...).. I watered your plants for two weeks as if they were my own babies...you owe me at least..!

Hrrying up towards the main gate, I burst into the jam of people that spread all along the street..
I drove the car to the next block, parked it and ran into the building...where phantom phreak ma friend was waiting for me...holding a white approan and a white coat.. I took them and wore them in our way to the 4th floor as the two doctors who should accompany the corpe!!

Minutes of thrill looking to the elevator buttons raising into the fourth floor, and fixing up my out fit to look as profissional as I can...we walked in the hall ways till that room D-537 .. there was 2 indian Nurses who worked in the mourgue as (assistants).. we entered the room.. there was an old man sitting there in his side of the room.. looking terrefied,, the one who died, is younger than him in many years...and he is scared of those Indians who pushed an ironic bed, covered with brown leather to take the corpe away...

They did their job, while we were standing there...shocked of how cheap our lives wold be...!!
and we shared the elevator with that corpe that once used to carry a name for a person!!
Strange feeling Is posessing me..I feel like I am invisable, I cant talk but yet I cant feel a thing!
I was thinking of, Are they going to do the same when I am dead?

REAL LOVE

Ok, I am single for timebeing...I dont know any other word that can Describe me Better for now..
I Mean...If am Hitched,then Why I feel that am Single? If am Single, Why Do I feel Like wanna Fall in Love? Its all a complicated issue....Singles wanna be hitched, Hitched wanna be singles..No One Like the Life they are living...Why? I Dunno!! All what I know Is, I really Miss that Real Love.. That Love which knock you up and You suddenly realiz that you are falling...With all my respect to those ppl I Love now, and I really admire...But I dont feel it...Its just Me... Its Just me..
I think there is something wrong with me...Is it coz Ma heart was broken Severly in a very cruel way? Is it coz there is no more real love these days? I dunno!!!

And today I felt like I wanna see something Real....I Opened Youtube and this is wat I got..


Damn! the song reminds me with the emptiness within my soul...I felt cold...I felt I wanna cry....I like carmen, and yeah, I'd be happy If I got someone like her...Not in the appearance as all Stupid tomboys think...I mean the attitude, the Openess,the Honesty, that love she gave to shane (who was an asshole btw)!! I dunno waht am thinking about...Seriously...I just feel like I'm Betrayed!!
Any ways, I love the song.....I feel its OUCH!!!




Here we go, another clip for a good couple...They were the Ultimate couples...Why Plot writers decide to leave'em apart? Its like violating the Only Dream I had...
To be with the One I Love Forever..Its like a sign that Being with the one u love wont be forever...Never!!
this make me sad...(Sober and Sad)....I Hate to see such good relation to end easily..
Far from my thoughts, and the Facts....I would love to....Have Such a good time like those:


Damn!! I still have this (Ready-to-jump-tear) and I am so tired of Hiding it...




Love should be like that.... Happiness,Pain, Sharing, and everything...
WHY its Impossible for a person like me?!




Is it too much to ask for someone who would love me as I Am....Love my Flows.Love my mistakes, and support me in every lil step I take?
Why are they So vicious, So fake, So cruel, So Bitchy!!
And WHy am I So Honest, So Kind, Self-respected, and Nice with'em?!




I really wanna have the same of this Video,
I really Wanna Live a Life filled with Love instead of Lies....


I wanna have someone to grow up with, to share my secrets with, to Live and Love..and Be my everything... I used to have this silly dream of Me and the One Living away from everyone...In Our lil place, sharing the same bed...and Snuggling till we fall asleep...
This is My Humble Dream.....FUCK IT!!!!




Life is Just another Lie...We have to live it till the End!!

Silent Mood...

دايم نظن انا تفهمنا الحياة .. وكل يوم يزيد اللي.. نجهله

كيف نوصل للنهاية في طريق؟
دون ما نعرف "حقيقة" اوله؟
كم سؤال يروح ويجينا سؤال

وياترى ....منهو يجيب الاسئلة؟
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صار لي فترة اسمع هالاغنية وماقد خطر في بالي ان كلماتها من ابلغ الكلمات اللي ممكن تأثر فيني

وقررت في نفس اليوم اعيد النظر في اشياء كثيرة بحياتي ممكن انها حصلت وتجاهلتها، او قررت انساها

وتجي أنغام....آآآآآآآآه يا أنغام بس..... ما ادري ليه تعورني هالانسانة بصوتها

تجي نبرة صوت انغام وهي تتنهد و يقطر صوتها ألما بقدر عذوبته..وتبدأ تقول

في اغنيتها (باتمنى له الخير) تلك الاغنية السهلة الممتنعة

هافتكر له حاجات ..كتير ...كانت مابينّا
هافتكر...

أيام هوانا ..و"الخطاوي" اللي في طريقنا..
هافتكر له "حاجات كتير" كانت ما"بينا"
هافتكر....
لحظة لقانا وانسى لحظة ماافترقنا
لما كنا بنقسم الفرحة بعيونا

واتمنى له الخير

ايش اكثر من كذه وجع لما تتمنى ل(حبيبك) الخير رغم افتراقكم

ايش الوجع اللي ينخر قلبك ويعميك في وقتها وانت تتذكر

هافتكر له حاجات كتير كانت مابينّا

حبه.. كلماته لك..ووعوده اللي وقتها كانت تطيرك بالسماء

هافتكر

لحظة لقانا وانسى لحظة ماافترقنا...

آآآآه يا الالم اللي في هالمقطع وخصوصا بعدما تتنهد انغام بكل الم

بكل.......ألم

وتهمس

رغم كل الالم اللي سببه لك... اذكر لحظة لقاكم..

اول لحظة تلتقون فيها

لما كانت الفرحة في (عيونكم) وفعيونّا

وانسى كل شي دون ذاك

لا تذكر اللي وصلكم لهالمرحلة

للي نساكم الحب اللي بينكم

للي انهى علاقتكم

وخلاه يتركك بهالقسوة اللي كانت

و هاتمنى له الخير!1

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يابدايات تتكرر كل ...حين
والنهاية واحده عند الختام
عمرنا ضايع ومااحنا... عارفين
مر يوم... أو مر علينا : الف عام
والسنين اللي تجي ...عقب السنين
تايهة مابين: شكوى أو ملام!
هذي بالضبط حالة الليزبين في مجتمعنا.... ماهم عارفين وش يبون ولا هم عارفين وش هدفهم اللي يبون يوصلون له

كل همهم انه الموضة اللي طلعت الحين ماتفوتهم..وان فاتهم قطار الزواج... يلحقون على (كم بنت) قبل حسن الختام!1

أنا ماني عارف مين اللي بس قاص عليهم وقايل لهم ان الليزبين نوعين : بوية وكيوت! واصلا مين اللي اطلق هالمسميات البايخة عليهم؟ صحيح تخلف!!

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منتهانا والبداية اسئلة .. والاجابة تتكلم من بعيد
كم تعذبنا من اللي نجهله.. والحقيقة واضحة للي يريد

أنتـــــم ليزبين تايواني!1

ليزبــــــــــــــــــــين ككـــــونــــــي

ليزبــــــين (ربع ) كُــــــمْ

تقلـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــيد

فالصووووووووووووووووووووو

اخ تفوووووووووو على هيك أشكال!!!!1

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رجعت لانغام.... هالبنت ذي بتذبحني...بصوتها

رااااااااااااااااااائعة

راااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااائعة

مبدعـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــة يا أنغام

واغنية (مابلااااش نتعود كده) يلعن ام كذه فن ياشيخ

آآآآآآآه

الفن يبدأ الآن

كل مانقرب لبعض ...كل مايزيد الاشتياق
كل مانحب اللقا.... كل مانخاف من... الفراق

*** مو الحكي صحيح؟****

كل ما نقرب اكثر..نخاف اكثر..نحب اكثر...يبدا فينا للفراق...الطاري يكثر

كل مانقرب نحب اكثر ونشتاق ونتولع ونفقده-ها

وكل مانحب نتلاقى اكثر.. نصير نخاف اكثر نتفارق... نظرية لامعة من انغام

والحل؟

وبموسيقى اسبانية راقصة تهمس انغام بألم (يغلفه )الشجن

مابلاش نتعود كده على بعض
لاحسن لو ضعنا فيوم من بعض
حنضيع اوي ونتعب اوي
لو مرة حسينا بحنين.. ولقينا صعب نلاقي بعض!!!1

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فعلا!! هذي هي الحالة اللي تعترينا كلنا اول مانحب

نبي نتلاقى

نشتاق

نتحرقص من الوله

نتقابل اكثر

نتعلق اكثر

نفقــد بعضنا

ونصير عشان نحس بأمان نسأل الطرف الثاني

تحبني؟

تحبيني؟

ونجزم بالحب

ونترك خوفنا من الفراق بين اعماقنا

ونسكت

بس نخااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااف حيل من الفراق

بعدما تعلقنا فيهم وحبيناهم

لاقصى مافينا من الشعور

ويصير كل تفكيرنا هُم

وياطول ليل الهم... وماهم معانا هُم

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وتوصل أنغام لنتيجة قاتلة

اسمها (طنّـــــــــــــــــــــش)!1

وتبدا تطنش لانها وصلت الى مرحلة الثمالة في الحب وترمي كل حذرها وتقول

والا اقول لك؟
مش مهم الجاي ايه
احنا نتعب واحنا من دلوقتي ليه
لو حتى فرقنا الوداع ...لو حتى ضعنا ف الهوا.. !مش برضه ياحبيبي( الضياع) إحساس حــ : يجمعنا سوا ؟!1

شفت كيف قمة الحب والالم... تجتمع ف نبرة طربية وحدة الا وهي : أنغام؟
والطريق اللي جهلنا أوله
في ختامه نفهم .... ابيات القصيد!!!1

Kill This N.U.M.B !!

I Feel Numb,

I Do Not Pretend..

I heard the News,

Thought you're a Friend..

I Ran to You,

You weren't there!!

You Promised My heart..

That you'll take care....

Of Him & Me..

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Kill This Numb,

Put me into an End,

I'm not your Foe, Yet nor a friend..

I LOVED you, Bitch..

For God's Sake!!

I Said your name,

The Moment I wake!!

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- 2B continued-

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Kill This Numb in Me..!

Kill this Numb in Me,



Drug me with a double dose,



I cant take no more Pain,





Nor more Bruise..





I'm Dying,Yet I am Alive,


this War to fought,This Lust to Strive,





I'm not a coward, Not even Brave,


I'm just a Person.. filled with Grief...








Kill this Numb, Cut me into Pieces,


I Might be comfy,and write my Thesis..





Life is just another way to make me (One Big Hater)!!!


Keep Me wasted, Hey Yo! Fuck that Waiter!!!!










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Moderate Me!!

Lately, I dunno what is happening to me..I mean Does love still mad about me? I didnt mean to blow it away..all what I want is to reach a level where no (person) experienced before.. I know am good...If I want to use this reflexology science on me I wud say I AM SO DAMN PERFECT!! lol I am laughing now..I am succha great friend, and I make ppl drool as a lover.. so where is the problem? Is it my way? Or is it coz our lives start to move faster, we start to eat fast food instead of a well home- cook- meal.. !! We replaced (love) with another word (Junk)!! Our love lives now are JUNK!! everything seems not real for real!!

I miss my self, when I was single...at least I wasnt looking for someone... Now, I do have this someone and yet, am looking for my self!!

It doesnt make sense!!!!

Damn!!

KEEP ME WASTED!!

LIFE IS JUST ANOTHER LIE!!

Army Of One

ARMY OF ONE

The Kuwaiti Rap Band

I've seen this Q8'i Rap Band on TV today... They are called Army of One.. And they Rap in a Very good Way.. The Songs are so Good, And I Loved this One...

This can Be considere as my Favorite Band for This Friday..

I am Missing You

Yes it Hurts... Missing you without knowing the fact..That You want me not to Interract...I cant love you with out sexOur relationship 's about to B Fixed..I Love you...I Love you I Do...I wont be with no one if she wasnt you..I love our place...and that silly viewwe used to watch...from Up high above..love is sex...and more sex to love!!

Christina Milian Uh-Oh..Ma Gawd!

CHRISTINA MILIAN
THE INNOCENT,HOTTIE!!

When I looked at this hottie for the first time, I felt that she look like you... Something there in common!!

Ma selection for this week is christina millian...She was acting as a highschool young girl, whose name was called Paris... a rich girl.. who made a deal with elvin johnson, and Fall in his love.. DAMN!! She was so fucking Hot...!! That look.... Those lips.. That Bootylicious body UH!!! OH MA GOD!! LoOoOoOoOoooOooOoooVeD It!!

MLK... The King that Has Been Shot Dead!!

Though I wasn't born at that date, But I Loved Martin Luther King... That Black Magical Great Talker..That Un-completed Dream that I HOPE that OPAMA Can Complete....

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1475276141/bclid1475275074/bctid1478267941

اشتــــ واللــه ــــقـت العـظيـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــم

تـــوّي دريــت

الشــــوق في غيابك أليم

ســاعة يصحّيـــــني جفا

وساعات يسهر بي ...ملاااااامح

و الخوف في بُعدك.. سقيـــم

والليل هايم بي..وسارح

ويصيح شوقك لاغفا

اشتـــقتـ واللهـ اللعظيم

وتوّي دريت

لما العناد يقبل يفارقني

بشقا

يتركني في وقت اللقا..

اقلب الحب بيميني

ويغفى السهر في وسط عيني

مابين مجروح وجارح

يتركني في ليلي... يتيم

وتوي دريت

ان مادريت بقصتي

ما ادري شاقول

وان ماسمعتي غصتي

بتذبل فصول

وتزهر فصول

وتذبل فصول

وانا معشوقك انا

يقتلني منك (عاطفة)

واشتاق لطعم الوصول

OUCH!!

OUCH! Men Jed