Ashes to Ashes, Dust to Dust !!

A girl whom she used to be a member in net log : Boya_Damaar.. Has Died in a car accident Yesterday.. I Dunno the girl in person, but through what I saw, a Big Shock was Possesing every body who knew her.. I Got a call from ma best friend telling me (thou I knew earlier) and she was like OMG! Have ya ever thought of that? And I didnt reply.... Ok...I was this close to tell her: Excuse me! Ur talking to aperson who went to the morgue twice, and in the 3rd time he was helping the manager moving one body from hid bed to the morgue!! and hello!! I was the one who asked to check on his face before they push him to the Big Creep Fridge!! I Was the one who saw that look in his empty eyes, and pretended to be strong and went further to closing his eyes for the last time!!!! Now the question that is popping in my mind... Aah yer7amha as a person...But what is the reaction afterward? Her accounts? Her emails..Her Gf's?! What about her GF? Is she gonna remember her lets say...hmmm five months? Is she gonna cry whenever she missed her? Or she gonna forget about her? I Dont wanna be just another Tomboy who died and every body knows her name...this is insane... Guys Be Honorable!! Just say allah yer7amha w yer7am mawta el muslmeen...DOnt go further!! The question again.. I know its a rude thing to ask about..specially ennoh el moot loh 7orma bas.. The Gf,, Is She gonna remember her as a person or she will just say umm she was a good tomboy.. a good kisser, allah yer7amha!! I wud bet that this is the reaction...I dunno why! And this wueston is really bothering me the most.. ldarjat ennoh when I look to the friendship requests..the many request I use to get every day...with all the different types of comments and demands... I keep asking my self...Is there any body who wud remember me If am gone? As I remember This dear person who died in a car accident too in Kuwait two years ago, Or my GF who died in another cruel car accident in the most hateable city I've ever known..-Riyadh-..Which I still hate its U'layaa street.. and I cant stand passing in it after what happened..I still get her face in my mind whenever I reach KKIA in Riyadh..and where ever I cruise in riyadh!! I still dare an girl whom she know me that she wont compete her kisses,,No one will... and I still believe that no one wud treat me like she was doing,, I just wanna know (nowadaysm GF's) are they thinking of that issue? Are they gonna remember their Butchy Lovers or they just gonna move on l2an el 7ai ab8a men el mayet? and if the answer was (Go On..)

PLEASE, TEACH ME HOW TO DO SO!!!

Coz I Couldnt!!

allahum er7am mawtana, w mawta el muslmeen, allahum er7amna etha 9erna ela ma 9aroo elaih..ta7t el toraab w en8a6a3 el 3amal wal ahal wal a97ab..allahum thabbet'hom 3nd el so2al w erfig behom.. fa8g rodaw elaik..allahum e'3selhom mn thnobohom w 5a6ayahom bel ma2 wel thalj wel bard, b3adad man gal ameen w b3adad mn gal ya ar7am al ra7meen...

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"In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return."